Sunday, September 19, 2010

Wow it seems like love is never found anymore. It's never achieved nor is it valuEd. What the he'll did I do that was so wrong? All I ever did was love you and your the one who chose t push me out if your life. Mayb you and jermaine should have stayed together and saved me all the heartache. Same shit different year and I'm tired of all the drama: al the trials and tribulations should hav been long gone already yet they keep popping back up. Damn can I ever catch a break. We talks about movingto Alabama together but how can we manage elsewhere when u can't even get over the ex man in the first place. I'm not dumb I know what goes on in ur text messages with him and it hurts me cuz you accuse me of cheating. Maybe we are never meant to be. Maybe life has no meaning. Maybe I'll just end it all with one quick bullet.. Cody I'm starting to miss u in heaven bit brother.

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  1. Jesse i finally found your blog man=)
    so i want to say that i'm sorry that things like this is happening to you. Your a real good friend and a good person. When i hear what your going through it hurts me to think someone like you could have these problems. Want you to know that i'm here for you man, ill always be your wigga lol
    stay strong man.

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  2. I Love You, And You Know It.
    We Always Have Our Uhps And Downs.
    Im Not Pushing Anymore, Im Giving You my Heart And Trust Again. And I Cant Wait Till We Move There. Im Sorry Bout The Past Two Days. It Wont Happen Again. Trust Me. Ill Prove It To You. Dont Ever Say It Aint Meant To Be, Cause 6 years Have Been Wasted. You Are The Love Of My Life. NO MORE FIGHTING:)

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  3. No matter how much you miss your brother, no matter how much you struggle with relationships...never threaten to end it all. Your life, your future, is going to be so powerful, it's unbelievable. And the reason it's going to be powerful, is because YOU'LL be powerful. And the reason for that, is because you are being tested today. Don't ever let it make you quit--write about it, cry about it, punch a door--but then push through. Because you will be stronger on the other side of the problem. You will never be stronger on the other side of life. No matter what happens, stick with us. It'll be worth it. I promise.

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  4. This is bittersweet. Because i love the deepness of your writing but i hate the pain that has to be suffered in order to write it. trials and tribulations will always be present in your life, if you handle them in the right way you will come outt a better, strongger person then you ever thought possible. dont let the darkness that seems endless consume the goodness in you. because in the end you will shine through :)

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