Now or never

Caught up in the web of lies and despair
Blaming His holiness saying it isn't fair
You decided to lay down unprotected knowing that the consequences were severe enough to end your emotional life while bringing in another
You acknowledge the fact that you were sinning in his very presence and yet you still chose the lust of her rather than the love of Him. 
The almighty alpha and the omega .
The ruler of all
The king of all kings
Your father
My father 
The best friend to those without witness
The courage to those without strength 
You chose to deceive him only to give yourself gratification in sin
You went behind his back to steal a seed and create a life which you can't take care 
Worried about people seeing you, you slip under the blankets not knowing that He sees your ever move
Wanting materialistic things not knowing that what you don't obtain is not meant for you to have 
Yet through all the sin
All the heartache and pain you may carelessly cause
He still calls you His own 
Regardless if you defy Him and deny His name He still calls you His own
Boasting to the less fortunate believers that you have it all
The big cars
The big chains
The six bank accounts
But my brother wat you don have is faith in Him. 
Now whose less fortunate
Whose losing out in his kingdom 
Surly not the less fortunate believers or the mother takin care of three beautiful kids because the father walked out
Surly not the pastor or ministry workers who has faith in his name
To be right with our almighty savior you need to get right and live by the gospel instead of the material... It's now or never.